So here’s the thing…I manage people. That’s my big confession for today.
I know, right? Can you fucking imagine? A crazy person who doesn’t like people not only having to deal with people but having to actually manage them, too.
A the moment I’m taking a little break from work – at 8:07P-fucking-M – because I’m catching up on a lot of stuff I need to do…have been wanting to get done for a while. I’m also doing a lot of work in one particular department because I think they’ve been fucking things up left, right, and center and I’ve got to get a handle on that. Overall I think they’re doing well but there’s about to be a lot of changes all over the place.
I do have a lot left to do and there’s some important paperwork that I need to create and implement in order for part of the problems I’m trying to fix to remain solved. It will take a little initial work on my part but I think after that we’ll be okay. I just hope I get up in time in the morning and still feel like doing crap when I get back tonight. I was hoping I could go to bed around 9 but clearly that will not happen. Plus I’m hungry…I need to eat. I’ll be doing really good to get into bed at 11:30 but at the moment that’s my goal.
There are a few things at work that I would like to get better at. Lately I’ve been thinking about what I want to do next and if I do stay in this line of work, which I think will be the only way I can continue making the money I’m making…which isn’t much. The only thing is, if I start doing something else I don’t know that I’ll be able to make as much and this is what I need – at least – to live. And I don’t live a “nice” life…. Oh well.