There is something about the show Friends. I would watch that show every day…even though I have probably seen all the episodes. I even like watching it when it’s in the background while I’m doing something else around the house. Will and Grace is the same way.
But I think the thing with Friends is because I have always wanted that life. Friends to hang out with, live with, enjoy. It’s the loneliness that I feel and have always had in my life that I would like to get rid of…I don’t have the life I really want…and I never have.
[I think I’m going to start doing more of the “thoughts.” I might start posting them more. Quick little bits because, like I said, it would be good to get them off my chest just for the hell of it and this is my journal.]
I haven’t written in a while but here’s a quick update.
I’m tried and want to sleep for a whole day. That’s just what I feel like right now.
I have some work I need to do tonight but won’t. It’s 12:17 in the morning and I just got home. I need to get up early because I’ve got A LOT of work to do and REALLY, REALLY, REALLY NEED to get it done because I’m having visitor(s) tomorrow. My boss is coming and we might have inspection this week. I’ve been sick lately and haven’t had the energy to do it. Not that that’s a total “true” excuse.
Had to take Ms. Kitty to the vet on Saturday and walked about with a good bill of health and $300 check heading to my bank that I knew would bounce. But the good news, the bank paid it.
My new BlackBerry arrived today.
I’m done for now. Hope my company goes well!
Oh, and other good news…this isn’t an “unannounced” visit from my boss which must be good, considering what he wrong in an email to all of us recently. I’ll have to come back to that one and elaborate on it more.
I should be in bed, but I thought before I go I’ll post a little something. I have a lot that I wanted to post – things I’ve been working – but I’ve been sick this past week.
I caught a cold and spent my birthday week sick: this week I turned 30…and might I say…that number kind of hurts to say! I can’t believe I’m not in my twenties anymore. I don’t feel any different…but then on the other hand I kind of do. What I do feel, is that I really need to start working toward the things I’ve been wanting to do and not putting them off. Otherwise, I’ll be 50 and bitching at myself about the things I’ve always wanted to do but didn’t. I also think I shouldn’t think about “coulda woulda shoulda.” That’s my ultimate 2010 resolution!
I need to get up and go into work early tomorrow, which I think I said last week but didn’t. I really have a lot to do tomorrow, both and work and running errands. If all goes as planned, I’ll cover quite a few miles in my car. I have to drive to the city about 70 miles north of where I work and the city about 70 miles south of where I work. South is for me and north is for work.