For the sweet love of christ and everything that is holy, it’s 6 in the fucking morning and I’ve been up since 1 in the goddamn morning after only sleeping for two hours!
This is fucking crazy!
Sunday night I couldn’t sleep. I tossed and turned until 5 and finally said “fuck it” and got up. I didn’t go to bed until 2 or 3 in the morning. I thought it was because pretty much all I did Sunday was sleep. And when I wasn’t sleeping I was watching television. So I thought it was just a fluke.
Monday I took a nap after work because I was so tired because I couldn’t sleep. Then I stayed until until 2 or 3 that morning, but that has become a usual thing for me.
I didn’t take a nap yesterday so I don’t know what the problem was. I slept for 2 fucking hours and then just woke up. Couldn’t go back to sleep. You know how you lay there in bed sometimes thinking, “damn, I have to pee but I’m comfortable and don’t want to have to get up out of bed.” Well, that’s what I was thinking. When I rolled over and didn’t go right back to sleep I got up to use the bathroom. I still never fell back to sleep.